12.05.2008

overwhelmed

can u ever just be whelmed?? or even underwhelmed??

so much goign on lately i wish i was only whelmed but im waaaaay over. everyone is comign back to me at once and i cant take it one at a time or none for a while

i need to figure out my life before i can even begin to deal with anyone else's.

i love you i do and you know this but put the little box away, store it in a safe place. i cant take it.

why come back after so long...i know ur lonely. leave me be, i just forgot about you and you come back at the worst possible time. gawd you tore my heart apart and i hate you for it so dont come back cuz i cant get into that slump again.

good night. i love me, or im trying at least then ill  do my best to love the rest of you.


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