take care of me.

its weird, you being back

i miss you like ive never felt before

now you home

sleeping next to you

going to lunch

chillin with the boys

everythings the same

but not us

we've grown up

not together or apart

just grown

you've seen things that i can't even imagine witnessing

and not sleeping through the night because of these sights

i can't imagine the nightmares you are having.

I've been in school doing my thing trying to get where i need to be

we are the same people but time has ruined us i feel

i want to love you, 

i do love you

til the end i will always love you.

but where do we go from here?

in a month and a half you will be home for good

but i will still be gone

you will have lost me this time

you will be the one waiting

can you wait as i did?

can you

what about the butts?

can you hold off.

wait for me

wait

i dont know if i want you to

i have no idea what i want

dont ask me taht question again

i will say no, not because i dont want to

but because i cant right now

lets take it slow

even slower than we did before

lets live

we are young.

lets live, lets be.

lets be happy and take it slow

slow

slow

i love you.